Hospice.
Such a scary, sad, maddening, hurtful, painful, surreal word...when someone you love is sick.
It takes your breath away, makes you cry, leaves you feeling hopeless...
It is the beginning of the end...
It is a transition to acceptance...(or so Ive been told...right now it is a big black hole waiting to suck me in...)
and it sucks.
The doctor told us that it may be time to call hospice for my dad.
He can't breathe on his own very well...and he refuses to go into the hospital to 'prolong the inev....' dang.
Sorry guys...my rollercoaster life just took a downward spiral tonight.
I guess we will see how tomorrow goes.
The word you never want to hear from the doctor...
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Lots of {{Hugs}}
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I appreciate your thoughts and hugs and prayers. Thank you.
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